(What if we came to God as we were, and not putting on a show? Who are we kidding, certainly not God. He knows our heart. He knows where we are. Why do we insult Him by putting on a self-righteous show for the Creator? He isn't fooled.
What if we humbled ourselves and asked Him for help?
That's where this came from.
Enjoy)
Don't you wish you could know whats going on
inside of me?
All my prideful thoughts mapped out in imagery-
on display for you to see.
Oh my god, how I've longed to share
my heart with yours.
To show you what its like to live in my chest-
And know.
That I've been trying to reach you
for longer than you could imagine.
That I've been dying to tell you every thought I've ever had.
but never said.
What if I spoke the words I truly meant-
Would you listen to me then?
What if I spoke the words my heart screams-
Would you understand?
That maybe if I thought less of myself,
I'd think less about myself.
and maybe I'd be able to comprehend
A life of selflessness.
Then you'd see me care and empathize,
with others whom the world despise.
You'd see that all I ever really wanted,
was to be wanted.
Look, I see you trying to understand
what makes me tick.
Observing every movement I make
and all the actions I take.
The truth of it is you'll never know
what goes on inside my head,
Until you take a look at where God
and my heart have been.
Just know.
That I've been trying to reach you
for longer than you could imagine.
And I've been dying to tell you every thought I've ever had.
but never said.
And if I had spoke the words I truly meant,
You'd have listened to me then.
And if I had spoke the words that made my heart scream,
You'd understand.
